Untitled by by Vengance Halifax

My heart split in two,
my body in so much pain.
I can't breathe, I can't think.
I don't know what should change.

So many options to think about,
I don't know what to think
Maybe just a little cut
I'm driven to the brink

Weightless I fall,
My body and mind
bound as one,
falling through bliss

I know the bottom is near,
but more I cut,
the deeper my pit becomes
the longer I fall
The longer this bliss lasts

I don't want to hit the bottom
I never want to hit the bottom
but a decision must be made.
I drop the razor,
The bottom nears,
I brace for impact

I'm broken,
alone
unable to move
unable to think
unable to decide
Who do I truly want?